help.
Date: Wednesday, April 16, 2008
wah they are all in their clique le and im kinda left out this is the first time i felt so left out can and i really wanna cry its so wierd i reall dun wan to go back everybody is like keepin st from me esp that grp and like i dunno wat is goin on and its all so superficial i cant take it le y did i not choose to go jc? i really regret but still have to sustain for 3 yrs de ppl taht i an talk to is like in dba and that is like so far een my friend in dtrm although i use to talk to him butis like he is so attached to his class le and ya got distanced he use to b the person that i confine to but its like no we dun even talk now. hai i really duno hw lfe is goin to b now its so... i dunno how to put it but can i dun go?cos i really cant fit in i cant...
i cant believe it i actually broke down cos of this im goin to stay here for 3 yrs leh no joke i cant stay here if i have to fac tis like of ppl everyday . i really cant...everybody i talk to about this prob giv me the same answer it will take time...but i dunno it seems that i cant clink in forever we are like in 2 diff world. totaly apart and at times mayb will meet but others we dont qinwenzainalikeyizaodaopengyou.?
lost...
Signing Off~
